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This May Not Be Heaven

Sometimes in our life we don't know when it's through
Sometimes the right answers don't seem right to you
Like saying you don't understand me but
I think that you do
I never believed that you could be so cruel
You never believed in me like I did you
Like something we don't talk about but I
I think that you knew

And if you promised to never leave
I wonder if that would have made it seem
Like you never would

And if I could hear you right now I think
I know what you'd say
You'd tell me the way I was living was
Just throwing it away
But I think I understand something that you will never know
This may not be heaven, but I think it's close

Footsteps in the hall, a soft knock at the door
You said you could not stay with me anymore
You said that you would always love me but
I don't know what for
Sometimes in our life we don't know what to do
Sometimes the wrong answers turn out to be true
Like saying I can't live without you when
I just don't want to

And if you'd promised to never leave
I wonder if that would have made it seem
Like you never would

And if I could be with you now I think
I know what I'd say
I'd tell you the way you were living was
Just throwing it away
But I think I understand something that you will never know
This may not be heaven, but I think it's close

And if I could be with you now I think
I'd just push you away
People always do all the wrong things when
They just want you to stay
But I think I've discovered the secret of being alone
It's holding on tightly and not letting go
And this may not be living but I think it's close

Lead guitars: Leo Sienot and Geke Kajim
Drums: Remco van der Sluis
Backing vocals: Leo Sienot

Recorded at: Abbey Road Studios, London and Studilio, The Netherlands
Engineered by: Paul Hicks and Chris Bolster (Abbey Road Studios), and Leo Sienot (Studilio)